26 January 2010 0 Comments

listen, live, love

So week two of having no internet, except on my phone, which although is awesome and gives me the ability to function- I can’t really get much work done. So I apologize for not blogging as often or getting new content up. I will say that I did a shoot the other day and am having some things edited, so a new video montage should be up shortly!! I will say that not having a constant partner who wants to shoot sex scenes with me, makes it difficult to get new content up, and for that I apologize- its frustrating for sure. But I single (ha ha) handedly grope along—- trying to get my probing fingers in the dark and deep sexiness of this splendorous world.

So far this new year has been gorgeous- and I find myself doing whatever I desire…. and its lovely. This week though, I am hibernating a bit, touching up the areas that I feel like need work… I mean that more in the personal sense, sometimes its sooo fucking necessary to remove yourself from the whirlwind and figure out who is beneficial and who is just ripping at your sanity with their sensuous ways. So I lay in my soft bed and breathe, and calm myself, and listen to music, and just be….

listen
live
love

xoxox- Morgana

14 October 2009 0 Comments

choking on a monster

choking on a monster

ménage à trois….

three-somes… feminine lips against breasts slightly bigger than my own, soft hands,  new delicacies, romancing undiscovered areas,  hair falling against multiple arms and chests… the beauty of the human form intertwines to create – for just a moment- one being- and its absolutely fucking gorgeous!

Anyway- good fucking times ;)

SO- I’ve always felt like a sexually liberated person-  but recently, I have become so comfortable in my own sexuality, that it makes me realize that I was never as open as I thought. Or not even open, just comfortable. Its only in the last couple months that I have become so ready to just experience everything, and know who I am, and be ok with that. Its a beautiful thing, to have no awkwardness or tension when it comes to sex. Or watching sex. Or listening to other people have sex around you. Or having sex in front of others. I think it took me being a single lady and re-discovering myself, to really experience me being ok with who I am, and not having to worry about how anyone else will perceive that.

Just finished Chuck Palahniuks, Invisible Monsters, loved loved loved this book! I think next to Choke, its my 2nd fave. One of my favorite quotes in it is, page 240:

“Rip yourself open.

Tell me my life story before I die.

Sew yourself shut.”

All of his books are completely bizarre, but I found this one more about self discovery and who we define ourselves are and what we do to make happiness an actual thing and not just something to search for. About finding your fears and terrors and embracing them to become someone who actually feels rather than just floats through life….  I would love to sit down and have a martini with that man. I bet he is a phenomenal conversationalist. And there is nothing I love more than a man who can stimulate me.

So I took some pictures of my cat the other night playing with my ball gag/eye mask— the thing is made of really cheap material, and using it for the first time the other day, realized that I never really want to use it again, so I am happy to give it to my other little pussy…….