Last night I went and saw ‘The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus’ and absolutely loved it! Its rare when a movie takes me to a place that is so out of my realm yet brings me to places that I’ve been. I so often live in my imagination and as a child was taught to delve into my psyche and passion and creativity- that it has become such a part of who I am. So to see a movie that brings this all to life in a darkly psychedelic yet beautiful way, not to mention a cast that is stunning- I mean Tom Waits as the devil- chain smoking and making deals with his throaty voice, a voice that husks like the onset of a thunderstorm dark and sensual. I would probably make a deal with him too!
I actually went and saw the movie by myself, which at first wasn’t by choice, but given that I’ve been spending so much time with my friends lately, that it was kind of nice to be on a date with oneself. One of my best friends is leaving for a few months, and as much as I am excited for her to take an adventure I am going to miss her so fucking much- you become so intertwined with the people in your life and then for them to suddenly be gone, its a such a – stop- a “wow- what the fuck do i do now?” But- thats what this beautiful life is- always swirling and changing- like the feathers on the floor, leftover from a crazy party where everyone wore colorful boas.
With love and kisses-
xoxox- Morgana

new photos! new photos! new photos! yay to new content! Watch me masturbate up close and personal as I eye fuck the camera! Here are a couple pics to give you a delicious little taste of what you can see if you become a member!
kisses and kisses and lots of love-
xoxo- Morgana

Well Happy Fucking New Year loves!!

I spent New Years at Neo-
it was, all in all- what you would expect from a night of debauchery and excitement. Starting the night off looking pretty with a bottle of Jameson, my peeps and I rallied in our usual fashion. The desperate cold begin to have no effect on my bare legs after the whiskey took its hold, and gathering in the alley with the gorgeous smokers was a delightful part of my evening. The colors of the night are swirled in my memory like a stunning painting- a giddy- sexy- dance filled painting. My boots, the 5 inch black knee high boots had the enjoyment of walking over a adoring man in the dirt stained snow- I Love it when a man begs, but when he begs to have his balls under my boots- well… darlings that’s just fucking perfection!
I feel the rush of this new year enter me like a big dick- and I feel only positivity—–

Since this is my blog, I feel l like I can be pretty damn personal, and so… with that said- I am going to share with you my thoughts on anal sex….
its not something I usually partake in, but Wednesday night I was feeling adventurous- and so let the beautiful dick in my company enter me from behind- and whatever- part of me loved it, part of me hated it- that’s not really the point of my wanting to discuss this. No, what made me feel enticed to even blog about this is that for anyone who gets fucked in the ass- well a certain tenderness ensues, and therefor the next day of shitting becomes (at least for me) a time to sit and think of the person who has been fucking you in the ass. Its a very odd thing- let me just say- to be sitting on the toilet and thinking of the person you’ve been fucking. Its unavoidable. Totally unavoidable. And given that my toilet time is generally my alone time, and I like to keep it that way, this is just another reason for me to avoid anal sex. Or I have to start stretching my asshole… maybe that should be my New Years goal…. its important to have goals…

Anyway-
Went to the Lasalle Power Company last night, saw The Last Vegas- badass- fun- whiskey- rock n roll- all my fave things- topped off with some beautiful company –

So the site is being redesigned a bit- let me know what the thoughts on the changes are- if things seem a little shaky in the next couple days, thats why- I’m excited though!!! Change with the New Year- new starts- beauty reborn!

xoxoxo- Morgana

Also have some new photos that will be up in the next couple days!!

Finally feeling like I have the xmas shit together- I love going home and seeing family, but I would be thrilled if I never had to buy another present again in my life- But I was productive today, and on my way home from a sexy little sleepover (one that leaves me warm and wet and slightly uneasy)- I biked around in the wintry morn- picking up presents here and there- and all is taken care of except for one, as the store that I was gonna stop at was closed. Once I got home, I took out the hot glue gun, turned up the tunes and let the love flow into the creation of holiday gifts. I’ll tell ya- my hot glue gun and I have a tumultuous relationship. I love it, but damn- it burns… and doesn’t come out of hair, FYI…. anyway….
ps- I’m the classy kinda gal who wraps her gifts in the classified ads- “here mom, middle-aged trannys for you! three-bedroom house in lincoln park! man in blue overalls saw you on the El the other day!”

So…. life…I’m just trying to roll with you baby- not let my emotions over run my mind- not let certain habits control the brain- I’m just listening to the music and letting the beauty of every moment wash over me, knowing that all is so fleeting and temporary and that to grasp on to anything is just a inflatable dream….

Happy Winter Solstice to everyone… keep the fire alive…. embrace the love, the earth and yourself and those around you- and keep the light burning….. celebrate life my loves….

xoxox- Morgana

The snow keeps falling and I ask… do I go out? do I stay in and begin the hibernation? My day was filled with so much laughter at my day job, that I want to keep the conversation rolling- the energy is good today- being home alone, doesn’t fill me with the same excitement. I adore the pulse of people….
Last night in the midst of the falling snow my gals and I went and saw this documentary at the hull house, “faces of ecstasy” showing the faces people make when they orgasm, shot up close, nothing graphic, just dead-on emotion… pretty beautiful. Done by Libido films- another local Chicago company. Then we went to this improv show at the annoyance theater- funny- dope- always a good time- then my personal fave- Beergaritas!!! sooooo good. soooo dangerous! So that was Tuesday- will Wednesday be as entertaining? I surely hope so!

I made the best dinner- for myself, by myself- caramelized onions with plantains, sided with brown rice mixed with turnips and garlic. Hot, sticky, a little spicy, a little sweet- completely fucking satisfying.

I got in the mail the other day, to review- this dildo that mounts on the wall of my shower- I have yet to try it- once I do, I will post the review right here, in Morganas sexy wonderland of words. The idea of masturbating with something on the wall is a little unnerving- but I am stoked to try it- I may never leave the shower again!!! I have a plethora of sex toys either in the mail, on their way or just arrived… so in the days to come I am going to be a busy busy girl- pleasuring myself and taking notes! Given that I have to review or document the experience- always makes it a bit more interesting- With that said- its been a couple days since I last masturbated- that may have to be reversed here in a minute. I mean, one can’t concentrate on the world around them when there are buttons to be pressed and orgasms to be had!

On that note-
I am going to find something to wear, in the event that I do leave my house- and perhaps I play… just a little…..

xoxox- Morgana

Last Monday proved to be futile- no shoot- got all dressed up and prettied only to be canceled on half-hour prior to our start time. pretty lame- pretty predictable. one wants to have faith in people… so often disappointed. O well- hard feelings have been dealt with and I’m over it.
Wishing I could figure out how to fix the graphics on the join now page… its like every time I think I know how to fix it, my internet is so fucking slow that just times out… so… soon. Do know that the page still works- and You can in fact, join.
I apologize too for not getting new content up at a faster pace- part of it is, I am more picky about the people I work with and the quality of the content itself. Which when a opportunity like last Monday comes along, and then is canceled, its bogus and frustrating. Regardless, my website has been a source of joy for me lately- and I treasure and cherish it!

Its been a crazy beautiful week…. new faces- new experiences, new ideas…. slept for like 15 hours last night – my body catching up on much needed rest!

Helping out at JBTV on Thursday- super excited! Here are a few pics of me fondling this guitar…. this is why I like hanging out in this studio….

So its Monday- I did absolutely nothing last night and slept for hours- which felt great- I have been going out nonstop and it was relaxing to just nurse a beer and watch Its Always Sunny In Philadelphia. Now, I make some breakfast- re-touch some website stuff- have many errands to run- and then…. well… look forward to getting the shit fucked out of me by a certain someone. Purr…. yum…. damn its good. I find myself being submerged in the memories of the way my body feels, these knots are tied and keep the euphoria wrapped tightly around my loins. Submitting me to the pleasure, forcing me to be its slave, so I wait, and thrive on the sensual heat that surrounds me.

Anyway- I did a photoshoot for Backstagebetties.com the other day, super fun! we did it at JBTV studios- an amazing beautiful space, filled with kind and generous people. I am super excited about this project, and getting to work with the amazing photographer and bands. Seriously, check out www.getmadbaby.com for band pics, as the backstagebetties is still underway. For me personally, as someone who lives and breathes music, being able to be a pin-up girl for local bands- nothing makes me happier. Well- some things do- but this project makes me super excited! Here is a pic of my sexy ass……

I am posting a few pictures from Dahlia Freyas party almost a month ago now- just because they are too fucking dope not to share.

Remember the big black strap-on that I so enjoyed getting shoved down my throat- well heres some proof loves

Its finally a fall day that I can embrace with wholeheartedness and excitement. Lately its been so cold and rainy my interest in the changing of the seasons is buried in a glass of whiskey.  So today, when I am able to be filled with this awe at an amazing – gorgeous day- I am thrilled! I sit in a bra, trying to work but mostly just staring out the window–

The sun dances naked with the trees, enveloping the lush green in its hot arms, sending sensual rays through my window. The crystals I have hanging catch these sexy rays and create rainbows all over my walls and floors.  The wind is driving itself into the day, like a forceful lover, it takes the trees and makes them its submissive. They play, in heat, in an intense embrace.  I am constantly struck  by the beauty in the world.

There is love in the air, a deep passion… an arousal that comes up from the center of the earth, entering anyone with an open mind….

Today I love everyone

- Morgana

ménage à trois….

three-somes… feminine lips against breasts slightly bigger than my own, soft hands,  new delicacies, romancing undiscovered areas,  hair falling against multiple arms and chests… the beauty of the human form intertwines to create – for just a moment- one being- and its absolutely fucking gorgeous!

Anyway- good fucking times

SO- I’ve always felt like a sexually liberated person-  but recently, I have become so comfortable in my own sexuality, that it makes me realize that I was never as open as I thought. Or not even open, just comfortable. Its only in the last couple months that I have become so ready to just experience everything, and know who I am, and be ok with that. Its a beautiful thing, to have no awkwardness or tension when it comes to sex. Or watching sex. Or listening to other people have sex around you. Or having sex in front of others. I think it took me being a single lady and re-discovering myself, to really experience me being ok with who I am, and not having to worry about how anyone else will perceive that.

Just finished Chuck Palahniuks, Invisible Monsters, loved loved loved this book! I think next to Choke, its my 2nd fave. One of my favorite quotes in it is, page 240:

“Rip yourself open.

Tell me my life story before I die.

Sew yourself shut.”

All of his books are completely bizarre, but I found this one more about self discovery and who we define ourselves are and what we do to make happiness an actual thing and not just something to search for. About finding your fears and terrors and embracing them to become someone who actually feels rather than just floats through life….  I would love to sit down and have a martini with that man. I bet he is a phenomenal conversationalist. And there is nothing I love more than a man who can stimulate me.

So I took some pictures of my cat the other night playing with my ball gag/eye mask— the thing is made of really cheap material, and using it for the first time the other day, realized that I never really want to use it again, so I am happy to give it to my other little pussy…….