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29 June 2010 0 Comments

summer love

I like to masturbate with the windows open, imagining the passerby’s sliding through the window and joining in on my sexy escapade. fantasy or not, my moans exit through the window and get caught in the summer breeze- catching the sun and doing a lascivious dance for all who notice.
on that same topic, my best friend has been living with me, and the other morning totally walked in on me masturbating-
it was 7:45 in the morning, the apt was empty, i was about to leave for work- and like so many other mornings i wanted to have a wank before i went to work- you know- get some release before dealing with the public- whatever-
anyway- it was one of those times when i get going, then realize that my batteries are low, so i get up, change them, return to bed and am ooohhh so close to coming when i hear the front door open (which leads into my bedroom- tiny apt, shared between ladies- you know)
FUCK! i think- shutting off the vibrator and stuffing it under the covers, meanwhile pulling them up slightly so its not obvious that my pants are by my ankles, as my darling sweet beautiful friend walks in still covered in sleep herself.
“hey”
“hey”
“are you going to work?” she asks
“in a minute-” i respond as she heads to her back room, immediately falling into bed. I stand, sigh, dress myself and head out myself, as i leave, i notice her fast asleep. “and i totally could have finished” i think, but at this point, i am already late for work, and you can only re-start so many times. you bet your ass though, the first thing i did when i got home that afternoon was finish the damn job.
that’s the funny thing about living in such close quarters with someone, intimacy becomes something different- something you can’t avoid. it can be both beautiful and aggravating. i say this without complaint though, for i love this women so very much. i just wish she would come in the back door. :)

this weekend was great- congress theater friday night, thievery corporation- which fucking rocked! And i thank all parties involved for that!
sat i went to a swingers party, which was a bit weird, and although i enjoyed myself, i found myself feeling a bit trapped and at someone elses mercy, which i fucking hate- i like being able to do what i want when i want, and there were a few moments when i was unable to do that, which blew. badly. I also find in many situations that people are so categorizational, meaning, most of my best friends don’t fall into gay or straight categories, and i found myself that night amidst people who are supposed to be open and accepting and eager to open the doors to sexual experience, and the conversation is clouded with gay and straight and that only women can fuck each other and men can’t – which is soooo fucking absurd to me. people are people. love them all. thats what i think. and so there i sat. the youngest by far. smoking in the dark. wishing i could go home and be among those i love. instead i was among those whose ideas i found so hypocritical and shrouded. Now i am not going to deny the enjoyment that i had, as a women a good 15 years my senior went down on me for like 20 minutes- and it was fabulous. point proven once again.
on that same sort of subject, the pride parade on sunday was a fucking blast! margaritas from the get go, dancing, swagger, drag queens, my best peeps, love love love love abounds!
last week, David and I did a scene for a project not of our own, but damn it was fun. its been a long time since i’ve fucked in front of the camera, and i forgot how much i loved it. hopefully it will amount to something and be profitable.

my work week began and i am sun-kissed and worn, but loving it all. summer has me in its swing, and i dip and fall in the arms of it.
xoxoxoxo
- Morgana

14 June 2010 0 Comments

At least I have La Roux

I am sitting here naked, drinking a water melon, apple, and cranberry smoothie, and eating some almonds….
trying to began the morning in a productive way. Freshly showered and trying to soothe my body. Between the added ink I got done last night, and the blisters from the World Naked Bike Ride, my skin is dying to be switched out for one that hasn’t been so readily abused.
The Bike ride was fantastic- I rolled up with the boys just before take-off, meaning we missed the Glitter Guts photobooth and some of the camaraderie of the pre-party, but whatever, I can resist the urge to be a camera whore for a minute and enjoy the close company of some of the sexiest people in this fantastic city of Chicago. One of our riders got hit by a car, and although I don’t know the intimate details- I want to say “fuck you” to the driver and “wake up” to all the other drivers out there. I understand accidents happen, but please, on behalf of all of us who ride our bikes everywhere- watch- look- listen-

speaking of biking, I need to go to skokie today, and would love to bike, but fuck man- I’ve got these nasty chafed sores on my ass- lol- so uncomfortable…. :( hopefully they’ll heal today and I can sit without pain. Granted the copious amounts of sex I have been happening haven’t helped the healing process… but fuck! At least I have La Roux La Roux , Colourless Color !!!!
Love love love love loving La Roux so much right now!

Going back to sex and bikes, I had the taste of something so sexy Saturday night as hundreds of people were gathered with their bikes, all naked or close to it, one of the guys I was with got on his knees as I leaned against my bike…. his mouth pressed against my sweet pussy. Only for a moment, before it got xxx rated and out of control- te he. But fuck me! What a hot moment- one I want so badly to continue. sigh!

On that note, I’m going to masturbate and focus my attention on progressing in the day.

love love love

xoxox- Morgana

10 May 2010 0 Comments

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I haven’t been inspired lately to do anything as far as new content goes… but I’m hoping that with the onset of warmth my body will ache to be photographed and someone will call to me for a video project. But with that said, I’ve been sort of content to just be – - -

I borrowed my buddies hard drive last night, and now I sit, copying all of his music- and oh the joy- of being overloaded with free songs! Leonard Cohen, Queens of the Stone Age, Muse, Ministry, Rolling Stones, Lil Wayne, Wu- Tang Clan and sooooooooo many more. Its making the dreary Monday of chores and bills oh so much more exciting! I’ve also recently gotten a roommate- My closest female friend is staying with me, for however long she chooses- maybe a week, maybe a few months, and I embrace every second of it. Granted, after living alone- having someone in the normally empty space is a bit strange- but I’ve missed this girl so very much while she was away on her travels, that having her back is beyond phenomenal.
My brother in law and friend are staying with me for the next two days as well… this little apartment is going to be packed to the brim with fabulousness! I plan on taking him out with us tonight for our usual Monday night rager- because, as well all know, its the best night to party!- and obviously I don’t drink nearly enough these days! lol… oh if only that were the case. But I’ve been reading a ton of Chelsea Handler lately, and she is a lush and lives a famous and fabulous sort of life style, one that deems a bit of respect, and not just a paparazzi shot. And I’ve decided that we’re soul sisters of a sort- as I’ve been becoming a huge fan.
I was fucking this guy earlier this week, hung out a few times, enjoyed each others company… texts throughout the day- he seemed very eager from the get go- and I reciprocated but with perhaps a less desperate feel, but was looking forward to the idea of taking a lover (not a boyfriend, mind you, a lover). Well as of Thursday the fucker stops returning texts, and I ask myself… why? I don’t give a shit if I ever see the poor bastard again, but DO NOT JUST STOP TALKING!!!! I have to tell people all the time that I no longer want to see them, talk to them, want to fuck them- whatever, but I do that with respect for the person in part, but also because I don’t want texts/phone calls that question my desires for the so mentioned person. I just don’t fucking get it, as to why the conversation just ends. I’m hoping he died.
anyway- on that note, I’m finishing my glass of wine and getting my laundry and perhaps masturbating….
xoxox
Morgana

5 April 2010 0 Comments

Sex Toy Review! Love Vibes

Sex Toy Review! Love Vibes

We all know how much I love sex and its toys, and being a single lady these days, the opportunity to masturbate frequents itself often. And so the other day when I received this toy, I was ecstatic, I know I have said this many many times before, but getting sex toys in the mail is seriously fucking awesome! Especially when they are free! I have the adult toy shoppe to thank for that :)
The Toy that came was The Love Vibe. It has 10 functions, all great, but slightly less powerful then what I normally prefer. Meaning that it takes a bit longer to get off, which isn’t always a bad thing, in fact that can be a very very good thing! note to self: don’t use this when you are in a hurry to get to work, but still need a quick orgasm. Use this toy when you have the time to lay around and play with all the functions and really feel the textures of the shaft.
Yes, the textures of the shaft… If I don’t see them, I love them. But when I look at it, I really don’t want to stick it inside myself. This is why… Its covered in hearts. Upraised red hearts. The red shaft is covered in red hearts with glitter on the inside of it. If Barbie had a vibrator, this would be it… although maybe it would be pink in her case. Regardless, for myself, I’m not a fan of its appearance.
With that said, I LOVE the way that it feels inside, between the many different vibrations and its thick shaft, it fills me up perfectly.
For the mermaid in all of us, its waterproof , which I have yet to try and am always a little hesitant to do, fear of electrocution I guess.
I needed a new vibrator, one that I’m eager to actually put inside of myself, and this has some attributes that I would change, but all in all, its pretty sweet! And I might just be in love with it! To order one go HERE

Love and Orgasmic kisses
Morgana

1 April 2010 0 Comments

New Pics Up!!

New Pics Up!!

A blade, a kiss… a little sex, a little violence… danger, empowerment…

I wanted to do a shoot like this because I love knives- whether it be the one in the kitchen, the one in my purse, or the one being thrown at me- I love the way the light glints off the blade, the way it feels gripped in ones hand and the power it emanates. The thought behind this shoot was that I am getting knives thrown at me, but I didn’t want it to look like I was a rape victim, so that’s why I have one in my hand, to make it look like I am catching it- therefor still in complete control and comfort. And of course a finger in my pussy, because obviously I am getting turned on!!
It was fun, sexy, and right up my alley :)

So check them out, become a member and see all my nastiness!
xoxox- Morgana

11 January 2010 0 Comments

New Photos Up In The Members Section!!!

New Photos Up In The Members Section!!!

new photos! new photos! new photos! yay to new content! Watch me masturbate up close and personal as I eye fuck the camera! Here are a couple pics to give you a delicious little taste of what you can see if you become a member!
kisses and kisses and lots of love-
xoxo- Morgana

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14 December 2009 0 Comments

Sex Toy Review ! Wall Bangers Deluxe- Dolphin

I had the toy a couple days before I decided to use it, I realize now I should have opened it immediately- because- damn! It was shipped extremely fast from adult sex toys store and I just adore coming home and finding sex toys waiting for me!
Initially I had some problems figuring out which way the batteries went in, and how to get it to turn on, but once my brain started working and the base twisted in the right direction, I felt the little dolphin explode with intense vibrations.
The first time I used it, I forced myself to get over my fear of being electrocuted and brought it in the shower with me, to be quite honest it was a little awkward, me trying to fuck the wall… the angles are weird and getting the clit stimulator aligned, while having the correct alignment of base to shaft so that it vibrates- I found it uncomfortable. So I moved it to the shower floor, where even though it was still a little awkward, I could maneuver myself more freely and actually ride the shaft and have everything aligned correctly.
Second time I used it, I just hand held it, and I realized this thing is amazing, the power of the clit stimulator is so intense, and the depth of the shaft is perfect (for myself anyway)!
The third time I used it, I figured out the best place to mount it: the coffee table. Due to the perfect height of the table, I could put a knee or leg, or put my entire body on the table, and still be in full contact with the “suction dong” as the box so eloquently puts it. Unfortunately, my coffee table is wood, and this really needs either tile or glass to seal tightly (and seal tightly it does!). Still though, it worked quite well.
Why blue is a common color for sex toys, I don’t know, I do know that I rather like it, and even having a sea creature nibbling at my clit is sort of sexy… again- why? I don’t know. The material is super easy to clean, and its bendable, but firm at the same time. Click here to get one for yourself!
I have quite the variety of dildos and vibrators and the like, and rarely does a clit stimulator strike me as too intense, this one has the ability to do so, which is amazing!! I don’t want to be bored when I masturbate; I want to be struck with awe! And so with that said, I am thrilled to add this to my collection!

9 December 2009 1 Comment

Sticky, Hot and Sweet

The snow keeps falling and I ask… do I go out? do I stay in and begin the hibernation? My day was filled with so much laughter at my day job, that I want to keep the conversation rolling- the energy is good today- being home alone, doesn’t fill me with the same excitement. I adore the pulse of people….
Last night in the midst of the falling snow my gals and I went and saw this documentary at the hull house, “faces of ecstasy” showing the faces people make when they orgasm, shot up close, nothing graphic, just dead-on emotion… pretty beautiful. Done by Libido films- another local Chicago company. Then we went to this improv show at the annoyance theater- funny- dope- always a good time- then my personal fave- Beergaritas!!! sooooo good. soooo dangerous! So that was Tuesday- will Wednesday be as entertaining? I surely hope so!

I made the best dinner- for myself, by myself- caramelized onions with plantains, sided with brown rice mixed with turnips and garlic. Hot, sticky, a little spicy, a little sweet- completely fucking satisfying.

I got in the mail the other day, to review- this dildo that mounts on the wall of my shower- I have yet to try it- once I do, I will post the review right here, in Morganas sexy wonderland of words. The idea of masturbating with something on the wall is a little unnerving- but I am stoked to try it- I may never leave the shower again!!! I have a plethora of sex toys either in the mail, on their way or just arrived… so in the days to come I am going to be a busy busy girl- pleasuring myself and taking notes! Given that I have to review or document the experience- always makes it a bit more interesting- :) With that said- its been a couple days since I last masturbated- that may have to be reversed here in a minute. I mean, one can’t concentrate on the world around them when there are buttons to be pressed and orgasms to be had!

On that note-
I am going to find something to wear, in the event that I do leave my house- and perhaps I play… just a little…..

xoxox- Morgana

23 November 2009 0 Comments

I make love to every day- and fuck every night

Lets see what has the vivacious vixen Morgana has been up to lately…..
playing with pictures here, slutting it up for the camera there, tossing my hair as I am being recorded..etc..etc…
David and myself are putting all our content into a video, given how much of it we have, figured it would be a good idea. So we’ve been playing around with some intro scenes for that- making it spicier – :) I am wanting to redo the video on my homepage, as its old and shitty. Actually doing some shit for that later today- which I am mega stoked about. I shake and quiver just thinking of the sex…
its crazy- between working a day job, trying to get shit done in the world of Morgana- and partying my ass off- I’m a busy mother fucker!!!! But its good- really good. I have zero complaints these days- the energy that I feel running through my body is keeping me solid- I flow like water but I am a solid being.
I put new pictures up in the members section the other day- they were shot at the JBTV studio- Me touching myself – wearing red lingerie and molesting a black leather couch. I could sink into that couch, its absolutely heavenly. As is everything in that studio- if I could live anywhere- that would be it. I am wrapped up in a rosey feeling the moment I walk in there- my senses are orgasmic with the visual beauty, the textures, the music…. I make love to that feeling.
So- with that said- kiss the day- envelop yourself in the beauty around you- and I will do the same!
xxx- Morgana

14 November 2009 0 Comments

I think I am going to go masturbate now….

I think I am going to go masturbate now….

its Saturday night, and as the evening wraps me in her sexy arms, I sit, looking pretty- fucking around on the computer…
but before I go out- i thought I would share a photo of me about to masturbate, taken the other day- the entire set is soon to be in the members section- –
hot hot hot!!!
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love and kisses to you all- xxx
Morgana